9/22/2008

Enough Gloom Already

As much as you do or do not consider yourself an artist, you understand the following – I feel intensely and often, and more often than not my creative expressions are moved by the 'dark side' of my feelings. It is more often struggle, pain, fear, anxiety or despair that will propel itself through me and into the words of these pages. Joyfulness, peace, love, contentment – these are not so demanding of a voice. I am usually content to just feel them. The others, those 'dark side' feelings, I usually want to get them out and go beyond them, so I write. It helps.

If you are wandering around here, this concept of self preservation through expression is important as is the tendency for those expressions to be a bit – well – dark. Strangely enough, if you were to speak to me, even on the days I wrote the darkest words, casting gloom, despair and agony on me (be sure and catch the reference to HeeHaw), I would not appear unusually troubled.

I guess what I am trying to claim here, is that I am a positive and hopeful person. I literally ooze hope and faith. I do. Those overflowings of hope don’t always make it here.

Please accept my apologies for being so one-sidedly creative here, and that is what I do.

Now, follow the rules and leave a comment or else I’ll get depressed and launch into poetry.

3 comments:

  1. OK, I confess, I visited a time or two over the weekend...but thanks to your good explanation, I can leave a comment. I was starting to worry. Hey, I think you'll like thursday's program, I get to introduce our speaker. and hey, your presence is notably absent (and missed) over on gcr blog. want to see somebody who's NOT oozing hope and faith? www.itsmorethanmoney.blogspot.com check out the look on Paulson's face.

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  2. Not poetry... noooooo!

    I'll have to think about what emotions make me write. I tend to channel most emotion on my blog into humor--even the dark stuff. Sarcastic humor, but still...

    I will vouch that you ARE the most positive person on the planet to be around in person. Be sure and let us see that here now and again. Perhaps a poem about bunnies and sunshine? (ACK!)

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  3. Hi Kim, When my brothers died in 2001 I actively grieved through the writing of a book about them. It was as if all my previous writing came in preparation to do that. I find creativity to be a soulful way to work through difficult issues.

    I am visiting today via Michele's Meet and Greet.

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Whew! For a moment I thought you were leaving without commenting. Thanks!